Ok so I know I have had this coming for a long time given the choices I have made. However this does not make it any less scary. I went to the doctor today. My health has been called into question. My blood pressure today was 180-110. The doctor says it is at a dangerous level and even with dietary changes and exercise there is no guarantee things will be ok. My heart might have sustained damage they are doing testing to find out. I can use all the praying I can get. I hope things are not as bad as the doctor makes it sound but all I can do is wait and see. More later… Sincerely, J

1. Ryan, March 29, 2008:

   Don’t die